So I have been having the best summer ever! I have had to opportunity to hang out with some new friends, and of course my best friend pretty much every day! I don't think I would have had it any other way. Lately I have been contemplating my life in every way possible. I have been thinking about what I want in an eternal companion, about school, about my social life, about my religion, really just about everything! I love my life so much, and I am so thankful that I have to opportunity to do what I do.
I had to opportunity to give a talk in church today, and to sing two different times. I gave a talk on trials and how we are refined through them if we choose to be. It was a very eye opening concept to think about. I thought about how much the early saints suffered, and how Joseph Smith suffered so much in his life. These people suffered so much yet they chose to turn to the Lord with their trials. It just amazes me how some people can have that much faith. I know that I try and have that much faith, but it doesn't seem like I get anywhere. Anyway, I sang with a friend in church and it just filled me up so much. I love singing more than anything. I also sang my favorite song to sing, I Heard Him Come, in my aunts ward. I just LOVE singing! Haha
Another thing that has been poking and prodding at me is this whole boy situation I am in. I don't really know what to do about it, so I am winging it. I know somewhat what I want, and I know what I don't want. It can be confusing and hard to separate at times... but honestly if I know what I want then why not get it! Ahhh haha I love getting my words out there. By writing on this funny blog it feels like I am venting to someone who will listen! Haha I am such a dork!
Well I love all of my friends, and I have had so much fun this summer! It has honestly been the best summer of my life! Haha sometimes I just get butterflies for no reason... and well right now is one of those times! I just love my life right now! I love my family... I love my crazy sisters and my brothers, and my parents of course! I just love everyone! I am going to miss my life in Aurora when I go back up to school! But the show must go on! <3
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