Mmmmhmmm!

So.... I have had a great week so far. My mom and I went out to lunch on Monday, and just talked about a ton of stuff. I missed that. I hadn't hung out or really talked to her in a long time. I played volleyball that night after FHE. I did not do as well as I did last week which is O.K. We always play volleyball until like midnight. It can get kind of frustrating because we get some people who just don't have any coordination... and well volleyball is a sport of coordination. My sexy mexy and I get really frustrated as do some of the other people. But I guess we just have to live with the stalkers who play with us every week. Haha

I have this full time job that pays really well, and all I do is pretty much sit there. It is nice, but boring at times. I work with my friends Carrie and Calvin and Scott. Today Calvin and I decided that we are going to go sit out on a corner downtown (because we work right downtown) where it is busy and play some music and try and get money for it. He is going to play the harmonica, Carrie is going to play the keyboard, and I am going to sing, and possibly pretend to play the guitar for fun. It should be really fun when we get around to it. We have to have a band practice before we can actually act like bums. I guess Calvin and Steffen talked to this bum downtown the other night, so they know all the good places to make money. Haha oh my life.

I am so excited for school. I know that I talk about it a lot, but I just can't help it. I am nervous however, for the actual school part. But still extremely excited. I have been doing a lot of thinking and trying to obtain the better things in life. I am in debt right now and can't wait for my first paycheck so I can start getting out of debt. I am just so happy about all the blessings in life that I have. I love my family so much and I am so glad that my mom is so loving to me. I love my friends so much. I am so happy that I am able to be myself around everyone, and they still like me. Haha I can get pretty weird sometimes. Well that is all that is on my mind for now!

Life can be crazy... I just need stability

So lately I have been feeling like I just don't have any control whatsoever over any aspect of my life. It is not a good feeling. I don't know what to do with my life... I don't have any money... I don't really have the support of my family with anything I am doing... The only stable thing I have in my life is part of my social life. And even that is kind of out of control. Melanie is really awesome, and my best friend! I go to church, and that is THE only for sure stable thing I have. I don't want to complain too much... or at all even. I just feel like my life has become too crazy to handle right now. I just need an outlet. Haha That is all that has been on my mind for tonight.

First Blog Ever!

So I am blogging for the first time! This is exciting!

There are so many things going on in life.. it is crazy! I am working at UC Denver doing the most boring things! They are so random... but I have come to the conclusion that I am getting paid for pretty much doing nothing... so why complain! Haha I actually can't wait to go back to school. In a way I am dreading it but can't wait. I just know that things are going to be so different when I get back. I am not the type of person to deal well with change. So in that respect I am not that excited. But I am really excited for classes. I am going to be taking 18 credit hours. To everyone who will read this it probably means that you care about me, and I probably won't have time for anyone in my life. I am sorry! Haha But anyway, I am just ready to get down to business!

I love my life, and I am really excited for all the changes that will be coming with this next year!